The Beginning of The End
So much thoughts passing through my brain. I call it swirling... I am worn to the edges with thoughts and feeling of restlessness and feeling bit lost.
I feel like I dont recognize my freinds anymore... I feel as if I am taking up space and that I am alone in the world .... I dont wanna go to work tomorrow I HATE IT!!!!!
So now i am beating around the bush ....
This will be my last journal entry in this journal... Musiklovr3 will no longer be here... I will have the journal here for a while longer... I wont delete for a while but I have found it odd to share so many things that are becoming increasingly personal in such an open forum.I will be working at keeping all people updated through other means. I am still finding it hard to get past the idea that when I talk to people that they say didnt you read my LJ... well no I want people to get a hold of me through other means ...
I do have email...michael_man333@comcast.net
a phone
IM--- AIM-michelman333
MSN-michael_man333@hotmail
Yahoo-mmichael_man333
I am actually working on getting a website ...
www.michaelleehoward.com
I will keep it up to date with all sorts of stuff it should be fun :)
I know that I may pop in to check on people but I just need some changes... and just for the RECORD this is all my own thinking and not what some people may assume it is ...
I am enjoying my space and enjoying it means getting closer to the REAL ME ...
I enjoy you and all and look forward to more direct contact :)
I feel like I dont recognize my freinds anymore... I feel as if I am taking up space and that I am alone in the world .... I dont wanna go to work tomorrow I HATE IT!!!!!
So now i am beating around the bush ....
This will be my last journal entry in this journal... Musiklovr3 will no longer be here... I will have the journal here for a while longer... I wont delete for a while but I have found it odd to share so many things that are becoming increasingly personal in such an open forum.I will be working at keeping all people updated through other means. I am still finding it hard to get past the idea that when I talk to people that they say didnt you read my LJ... well no I want people to get a hold of me through other means ...
I do have email...michael_man333@comcast.net
a phone
IM--- AIM-michelman333
MSN-michael_man333@hotmail
Yahoo-mmichael_man333
I am actually working on getting a website ...
www.michaelleehoward.com
I will keep it up to date with all sorts of stuff it should be fun :)
I know that I may pop in to check on people but I just need some changes... and just for the RECORD this is all my own thinking and not what some people may assume it is ...
I am enjoying my space and enjoying it means getting closer to the REAL ME ...
I enjoy you and all and look forward to more direct contact :)