Wasting away

[musikgirlie]

I can feel my heart beating in my face
Have you ever had the pleasure?
Pain that you can’t describe
Pain that eats you from the inside
Out

Daily, I fester up the courage to roll out of bed
Face another meaningless day
At a meaningless job
For meaningless pay

Then I remember
Time to go home
Happy, right?
No

Time to go waste away
Waste time
Waste breath
Waste life

Whatever I want(ed)
It’s fake
There never was a right or wrong
Only the ‘what you don’t have’
You only crave what’s not yours
You get it, and you wonder all along
Why…