Nov 04, 2004 11:38
Ok, so I'm in the library again... bored bored bored...
ok, I am just gunna give up on liking this kid b/c I don't even want to mess with guys anymore. They piss me the fuck off... maybe I'm just to impatient.
Or maybe it's my fault cause I just won't tell him how I feel. But, I don't want to freak him out... CHEESE AND RICE! I'm killing myself. (that's an inside joke, I'm not really suicidal)
I just don't know what to think anymore. Sometimes he acts like he's interested, sometimes he acts like he doesn't. I hate this shit. I hate being secretive and not telling people the way I feel and I definitely hate holding shit in....DAMN ME!
Ok I'm gunna go I need to get back to class soon even though we have a substitue and he's dumb...
Peace out my nigs..
Sarah JO