Big Disappointments.
Well...I haven't updated in a lot of time! Wow. Maybe I didn't share, but today I was supposed to have a big moment in my life today. I was supposed to meet my biological family which consists of a birth father and an older sister I never knew I had. I was very disappointed to receive a telephone call yesterday from my social worker telling me that my family had decided they weren't ready after all to have this meeting. After 3 weeks of anticipation I was sad to hear this. I do have my birth sister's e-mail and cell phone number, but with a language barrier I'm scared to contact her. I know I shouldn't feel like this, but it feels like the 2nd rejection of a lifetime from them. I know it's unfair, but I don't know when I'll come back to Korea. Well..I will just have to be positive and start communication. My social worker did say that they wanted to know me better before they met me. Maybe another time.