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I feel so sick. What do you do when your friend admits to you that everyday they want to die? that every day its a struggle to stay alive? I have never had to deal with something this intense when it comes to someone I care about. I dont know what to say. He has even accused me of seeing things and ignoring them. Maybe I have noticed signs and not realized it. but it hurts to think that he would believe I did it on purpose. He took a bottle and a half of pills last week and I had no idea. What can I say that will possibly take away some of the pain he feels inside of his brain?
im at a loss and all I know is I have to leave to go make coffee to suffice the masses while all I will think about is whether or not when I show up tonite at his house unannounced, will he even be there and be alive?
im at a loss and all I know is I have to leave to go make coffee to suffice the masses while all I will think about is whether or not when I show up tonite at his house unannounced, will he even be there and be alive?