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Um.....shit. Now I feel like Scott Kim. And I don't want Scott Kim to feel like he does about that either!
Gosh. My parents are freaking....gosh. Stressing me out. I don't tolerate stress well, I'll admit. I have low tolerance in patience, stupidity, and stress.
I JUST WANT A SOLUTION THAT WON'T MAKE MY PARENTS MAKE ME QUIT BAND!
I want to BE someone. Hell, doesn't everybody? Hell, I don't even have an excuse anymore now I've said that.
Goddamnit......I don't even have a complaint because everybody's got parenting issues, and a lot of other kids have it worse than me.
Now that makes me feel like I'm in this freaking box where if I say something, people like my mother will look down on me for complaining, and if I don't say something the box will EXPLODE one day and my mother will look down on me for that.
What the fuck. I dunno whether to be pissed or sad. Last time I opted to be sad. This time...I don't even know whether it's worth the effort.