A Lack of Creativity
I think all high schoolers survived their first week of school A-OK. I certainly did! Although I'm kinda already tired of school, so I'm not sure how I'm going to survive--especially because Mr. Moceri is going to update us on how many Mondays are left, which is just going to make the school year sound a lot slower than normal. :)
I hate how I'm so freaked out about life in general. About my SATs, my chair audition, my NHS application, my physics class, my friends, just about everything from what I'm eating at lunch to what time I get to bed.
I'm cutting the screaming in my head to about a minimum, but the screaming started coming back after reading Janice's lj entry--because what happens when the thing you dread most occurs?
If I told someone about all the paranoia in my head, they'd probably want to diagnose me something strong and tell me to get more sleep.
Okay...I'm done worrying for awhile. I'll just do what I can, and whatever happens--happens.