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[musicwhore73]

Music is my life. that's the only way to put it, really. and i thought i'd write this blog because, it's Hayley William's birthday today. she's really important to me. i idolize her. i'd kill to do what she does for a living. she's in a band, she sings, she has talent. i want to do exactly what she does. and i am dead serious. i want to be in band

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[silent_crash]

Awww... it's okay, I mean, if you are so serious about this you will succeed or do something like it. I want to be in a band too and it's just me and my friend but it's a start. I want to dance for a living but I don't think I'm good enough. Plus, I don't think I'd have the... right... attitude, I don't do fakeness very well and yeah... :) but like... I don't know... I also feel like I don't want to waste my 'intelligence' or whatever by doing something like being in a band or dancing. But bands are started so easily these days and... I don't know. I can only play the drums and not very well at all really. I can play like, three rhythms but I figured whatever. And I have to sing for our band... and I'm not really a singer. I used to sing everywhere too, I used to sing really really loudly in church, I don't do that anymore. Plus, since I'm getting better at music I can hear when I'm out of tune too. But I guess that means I can get better... I guess. I understand what you mean about not wanting to just be another face on earth. When I die, I want them to talk about it on tv... I don't know, I want to make an impact in this world but I don't think I could... But then again, you never know until you try. I mean... like, two years ago, the boys from Panic! At The Disco were like... no one. And now they have a million girls screaming their names... things can work out... *hug* You never know until you try and don't worry what other people say... It's your life, do what you want.

[musicwhore73]

thanksss. and yes i do not want to be just another face on this earth. people say you have to go to college to BE SOMEBODY right? well my aunt went to college. she sits in a stuffy cubicle all day. i don't want that to be my job. i want to do something i enjoy doing, ya know? people who are in bands sound like they have amazing lives. they tour and tour and meet new people and see new places all the time. i'm jealous.