May 19, 2006 22:32
So hanging out in my bros apartment right now.
Being in cali and san fran is cool and I'm having a good time. But at the same time I wish I was home and I wish I got to go down to eugene for erika's b-day. I want to spend time with people before i leave.
Speaking of leaving. I'm sarting to get a little scared about going now. I mean I am WAY excited. But nervous too. Im gonna miss people and its going to be weird being in spain. and I am getting nervous about speaking spanish. What is I completely suck? and people don't want to talk to me.. and what if i don't make any friends on the trip? I don't want to be lonely got 6 weeks. ahh... i know i'm being silly... but you know.
well.. thats all i guess.
I'll be back sunday. Then I leave weds moring. I've had so much fun at home with the girls already (kels, sara and linds) which is good. It will be sad to leave them so soon. BUT i will see them a little more before I leave.
night