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hate is lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator
ab537 is lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator
so i took this test and i asked lu'cas and kayelyn what the name question was and lu'cas said "people don't call you names" and kayelyn said "fall"... well kayelen's came back with ab537 is love.. wow..
ab537 is lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator
so i took this test and i asked lu'cas and kayelyn what the name question was and lu'cas said "people don't call you names" and kayelyn said "fall"... well kayelen's came back with ab537 is love.. wow..
I am angry that I told my parents you were my girlfriend, although you told me not too, I am impulsive and stupid, so I am angry that I told my parents, because now they will always wonder about my lifestyle. I am angry that you got "close" with my sister and my brother in law, because now they will always know that we kissed and you left me. In there eyes, I am a failure. In their eyes, you are a liar, but who really cares what they think of you. I am angry that you hurt Bree, the one who supported us from the beginning, and a person whom will always be there for me. She called me, shortly after meeting you, saying, I really like Ty. This statement made me so joyous. I regret that now. She is a highly sensetive person, and you hurt her. I am angry that we went to Dennys and met Paula together, because now everytime I go in there, she will always remember me as the girl who dated Ty, with nothing to show for it, but tears. I am angry mostly at myself Ty, because I knew, I really did, and I should have trusted my instincts. Being alone was better than the hurt I feel right now. I know tomorrow, I will probably regret writing this letter, because there will still be that ounce of hope, that you will call me and apologize, and we could be friends. But I think it is good that I am honest with you now. So go on and hate me, and speak ill of me to your friends, but you know, deep down, that what you did was wrong. I wonder if someday you will look back on all this and feel bad for all that you have done. I wonder if someday you will think of me and know that I was a good friend to you. Ty this has become about the friendship you and I could have had. If you would have just been honest with me, I could have accepted this more and I could have been an asset in your life. Perhaps you didnt want me as an asset in your life, well duh, if you had, you would have actually called me. You would have actually called to see if my mom was ok, or call to say hi, or text me to let me know that you missed me. Now because of everything that has unfolded, it was all lies. It was all your munipulation, it was all part of your act. You dont need me anymore, so I can just be tossed aside. I am actually a human being Ty, I actually have feeling, and you have completely disregarded this.
So with me saying all the hurtful, true things I can think of at this late hour, I will end it with this:
I made a promise to you, that I would always be there for you, no matter what, and I intend to stay true to that. Ty, my door is always open for you. I do not intend to take this promise back, because I do not lie. I want you to know that what you did to me, was extrememly fucked up, but it will be ok, and it will not change my feelings. I know, that I am a good person, and I intend to stay that way. So Ty, if you ever do need anything, do not be afraid to ask me, or to lean on me, I am here for you, as I always have been and always will be.
-Annie
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