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so i took this test and i asked lu'cas and kayelyn what the name question was and lu'cas said "people don't call you names" and kayelyn said "fall"... well kayelen's came back with ab537 is love.. wow..

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Dear Ty, (1)

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Dear Ty,
You know what sucks? Being right. Being right sucks. I knew from the beginning that you would hurt me but yet I kept at it. Why? Why did you do this too me? Do you really like hurting people that much? You know it all would have been fine if you had just been honest with me. I bent over backwards for you. I tried my hardest to be there for you. You know how I found out? Teresa, she informed me that Emily had spoken/texted you and you told her you had a girlfriend. I mean I pretty much knew, but there wasn't the hard evidence. I hate that Emily knew before I did, EMILY KNEW BEFORE I DID!!! I defended you, I smiled for you, I would have done anything for you, and Emily knew before I did. I was supposed to be your girlfriend! When you informed me that Julie had informed you that you were not the best girlfriend, I didnt say anything, but you know what? I agree! You are an awful girlfriend. I gave up so much for you, I shared my family with you, and you used me! You just used me! I am a fool, and you agree. You promised that you would always be there for me, you have never once delivered on that promise. It is always about you. This isnt a letter of anger because you dumped me, it is because you lied to me. I have always told you that, I just wanted you to be happy, and I hope your new girlfriend makes you happy. I should have never kissed you. I dont even think you will ever know how much you have damaged me. I hate crying, and you have made me cry so many times. Its bull shit Ty, I dont deserve it. I have never done anything to intentionally hurt you. And if I did hurt you, I made it very clear that I was extremely sorry, and I tried my hardest to make up for it. You always presented yourself as an understanding person, someone who cared about people. You dont, you are very selfish. When I needed you most, you ignored me. I did nothing wrong and yet you punished me. I hope that you realize this someday. I will get over you, I will put this all behind me, because it is just the way it is supposed to be. Although you have never showed that you cared for me, I do believe it was all an act, I cared deeply for you. My sister was so happy that you came into my life. She thought you were awesome. Bree was so excited the night you told her that you liked me a lot. Teresa was so supportive of us. The people that I loved and cherished, were ready to love and cherish you. Even if we had stayed friends they would have been there for you. I feel guilty, that I let you hurt them. It was my responsibility and I thought foolishly. You have your act down Ty, I want you to know that even though I was foolish and you let you carry on the cherade, I saw through it. How stupid am I? I was so lonely and I let myself be taken in by you, knowing full well, it would lead to heart ache. Teresa assured me that you cared for me, but I have a hard time believing that. A person who cared for me, even if it was just as a friend, would not have treated me this way. I wanted to thank you for this experience, but I am not going to. Right now I am not thankful that you came into my life, right now I feel extrememly vulnerable and used, so someday I may be thankful, but not tonight. Tonight I loathe you, I loathe everything we did together and I feel stupid for everything I did for you. Uusually I am an optimistic person, and I am sure tomorrow I will be, tomorrow I will go into the mode of "I am ok, really, everything is great..." But tonight I feel like being honest.