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i fucking hate my job! i hate living here! i want to move! badly! i even want to go back to fresno! i want to move out of the state! i have nothing left for me here!
i started crying on my job today... i was on a call and my system froze. i have been having this problem for the past... shit since i started here! i shut down my system and it still does it. i can't work like this. what the fuck do they want from me. i fucking hate this. i just want to put my 2 more hours in and go home. i want to come in at 7am tomorrow and leave by 8pm. i just want to get the fuck out of this hell hole. i want my 12 hours of over time. at least i will be making decent money on my next check. i had over 14 hours of overtime on this past week. and this week is even more. my 12 hours will turn into 8 tomorrow though because i went home sick for the last 4 hours of my day. so the 4 hours that i will work out of the 12 tomorrow will go to the 4 that i missed yesterday...
i miss being hugged.. or cuddled... i want to cry... i want to sleep next to someone.. anyone.. i just want to feel alive...
well gotta gone.. phones ringin...
i started crying on my job today... i was on a call and my system froze. i have been having this problem for the past... shit since i started here! i shut down my system and it still does it. i can't work like this. what the fuck do they want from me. i fucking hate this. i just want to put my 2 more hours in and go home. i want to come in at 7am tomorrow and leave by 8pm. i just want to get the fuck out of this hell hole. i want my 12 hours of over time. at least i will be making decent money on my next check. i had over 14 hours of overtime on this past week. and this week is even more. my 12 hours will turn into 8 tomorrow though because i went home sick for the last 4 hours of my day. so the 4 hours that i will work out of the 12 tomorrow will go to the 4 that i missed yesterday...
i miss being hugged.. or cuddled... i want to cry... i want to sleep next to someone.. anyone.. i just want to feel alive...
well gotta gone.. phones ringin...