Life....

[musictigg]

Have you ever had those times in ur life where everything is going great and you are happier than you ever thought you could be. But there is something that is always pulling you back. As if it is saying that you don't deserve to be as happy and that something you have right now you should not. I dunno if anyone sees what I mean but freaking a life is so not cool. I mean you have something you want so bad, but part of you feels there will always be something keeping you from having it.. I dunno maybe its just me, but I am sick of getting so close to things in life and having them torn away...

But I have to keep telling myself that life is good and I can make things work if it is really something I want right? Is that possible?

Hmmmmmm....... Thought provoking....