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It has been a while since I have said anything of real meaning...
Life is going awefully fast. I am almost done with my first block, one semester closer to having my own class....So Scary..There is still so much work to turn in... I am doing quite well and most is done... But always being made fun of for that.. Why is it you do work and people give you flack but if you do not do your work you also get the flack.. It makes no sense and is so not fare.. Oh well I guess I just need to look at is as I am better off then they are and go with that.. Thats it I am just better off...
I have to register Tuesday... I am looking at 18 credit hours and 75 hours of field experience.. Wow its going to be a long semester I think... I really hope I can do it and keep my grades at where I want them.. I want to have a good GPA ending this all..
Every semester I also get closer to him not always being there..Kinda scares me but I know I am tough enough to handle it and there is enough love there to make it work with awesomeness... I love him so much and I know he knows that, but hope he always remembers that..
I don't feel attractive at times, ever see others and think hmm... I would look so much better lil smaller.. Why am I the way I am.. So not fun... Trying to make it better, but it happens sometimes even to the best of us...
I think I have done all the venting I can tonight and actually feel a little better.. Sad that talking to a computer, makes you feel better at times.. I am glad though.. Not really talk to anyone all weekend except one who did help and he is awesome.. Thank you..
The End.
Life is going awefully fast. I am almost done with my first block, one semester closer to having my own class....So Scary..There is still so much work to turn in... I am doing quite well and most is done... But always being made fun of for that.. Why is it you do work and people give you flack but if you do not do your work you also get the flack.. It makes no sense and is so not fare.. Oh well I guess I just need to look at is as I am better off then they are and go with that.. Thats it I am just better off...
I have to register Tuesday... I am looking at 18 credit hours and 75 hours of field experience.. Wow its going to be a long semester I think... I really hope I can do it and keep my grades at where I want them.. I want to have a good GPA ending this all..
Every semester I also get closer to him not always being there..Kinda scares me but I know I am tough enough to handle it and there is enough love there to make it work with awesomeness... I love him so much and I know he knows that, but hope he always remembers that..
I don't feel attractive at times, ever see others and think hmm... I would look so much better lil smaller.. Why am I the way I am.. So not fun... Trying to make it better, but it happens sometimes even to the best of us...
I think I have done all the venting I can tonight and actually feel a little better.. Sad that talking to a computer, makes you feel better at times.. I am glad though.. Not really talk to anyone all weekend except one who did help and he is awesome.. Thank you..
The End.