"Cheerleaders are dancers gone retarded"

Jul 06, 2006 11:16

I hope everyone had a good and safe 4th of July. I decided to stay in, order pizza, and have some beer. I was supposed to meet my sister and a friend to watch the fireworks but it started to thunder and rain. Although it had stopped I wasn't in the mood to deal with crowds, terrible parking, and the threat of being soaked. There is always next year.

Have you ever wanted to feel a certain way so badly yet your emotions are dead set on being the opposite of what you want? I really don't understand my feeling process sometimes. I am devoid of my usual overthinking as well. While it is a well deserved changed it is slightly disturbing since I'm used to a constant jumble of thoughts rolling around in my head.

My friend Jill is getting married next month. I am waiting for my invitation to show up in the mailbox anytime but she's been a little late with proper planning. Since I was invited to her bridal shower and am receiving an invitation I guess I shouldn't feel so annoyed that she sent an event invite via myspace to other people from high school. Most of these people are old friends which now give me a bad taste in my mouth. I don't want to be anywhere near them yet I promised my friend I would go. I suppose I could suck it up and drag anyone willing to go with me for moral support. I wonder if they would say anything to me? I wonder if they even know they annoy me?

At 12:01 a.m. I will be watching Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest. Hopefully the movie is well worth it because I will be seeing it again on Saturday. I wish I had a kick ass pirate costume to wear.
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