A Not So Merry Christmas
I'm in Kissimmee right now, I got here today. I left last Tuesday with my Mom, Grandmother, and sister Monique. So far my "vacation" has been anything but, I spent two days in my Mom's house with 3 kids that never shut up (I like kids, honestly, but damn man, sometimes you need a break from talking) and to add to the mess of the holidays, my Aunt Lisa died yesterday. She's the one that had cancer and tumors and all that noise for those that remember. She died in her sleep at least, so it was a nice way to go out...but my Uncle and his 2 kids are the ones that found her dead. I can't imagine that right now, I don't want to. Megan has enough problems without this, I want to be there for her so bad but right now it really wouldn't be a good idea to go up there. They have enough to worry about without a bunch of people coming and needing to be fed and housed. The only thing I can really say is at least it wasn't on Christmas Day...that would have been a lot worse for everyone. My Uncle is taking it well, he's being the father he needs to be right now and making sure that no one is really freaking out...which unfortunately my Grandmother isn't listening to him because she's a basket case right now. My Dad and Cathy are going to her mom's house tomorrow...I'm not gonna go because I don't feel like seeing anyone at this point, so it's me and the cats tomorrow, but right now that sounds fantastic. I'll be home on Sunday afternoon, I already called Maggie and told her so I don't think her and J.P. will be coming down anymore. Anyway I'm gonna go, I guess I'll post again when I get home.