emo should be outlawed
have you ever gone on someone's livejournal and seen something about you that makes you feel like shit? yeah its a great feeling eh? someone told me to look at my bros lj and it said "my day was looking awesome, but my family had to fuck it up." wonderful eh? we had gotten into a fight cuz he said something about his ex who's now my good friend and he hates her. he said some shit about her and i got reeeeally mad. he told me i didnt know anything about her which is shit. i may not know as much about her as he does but shes sure as a hell a better person than he makes her out to be. shes awesome and he just needs to let go. but hes too fucking emo to realize that the world doesnt revolve around him. he needs a slap in the face to realize some things arent worth all he gives it. he keeps saying he cant wait to leave. WELL GO AHEAD AND FUCKING LEAVE!! itll make things easier if he leaves while im angry so i wont miss him as much. but i dont want him to leave. i love him so much. ive already spent a lot of time crying about him leaving and the school year hasnt even started yet. i cant hate him or be mad. i just cant. ill start off mad and then just get sad and depressed. im gonna miss him so much and all he thinks of me as is another enemy to fuck up his life. he still thinks im little and stupid and ignorant and dont know anything. when love is shared it can be the best thing in the world, but when its only given and not returned, it just rips your heart apart. when he leaves i dont even think he'll want to come back. he'll just leave us behind and never look back. well ill be watching you leave and i hope my eyes burn a hole through your back, right through your fucking heart. then youll realize that not everybody hates you. maybe youll see that the world isnt against you and people love you. there are people like me who would do anything for you to stay, and you're just gonna leave them in the dust of your past. thanks a lot, good bye, and dont forget...i love you.