Perfect vs. Indifferent
Greetings + Salutations
Saturday: Sometimes God can be perfect…other times…um…is indifferent an ok word? Well I was up w/ the kids and the other nanny came and were hanging out and this is where it hits me, one big reason why I love kids…they're innocent…I mean they're not like us…not filled w/ all the pain and stress, hrtbreak and shit that we have to go through…well not yet anyways…but I was jumpin on the trampoline w/ the other nanny and the 2 kids were layin there jumping in the air (this is called POPCORN) well ne ways…the 2 kids were laughing as if they were about to piss themselves. This made me so happy…I was so high…omg it was perfect and so much fun…well as if things couldn't get better…in ways they did :-) that afternoon we went outta town…I'm not sure exactly where but alls I know is that is was like a lake and there were all these wonderful houses and shit and we were in a RV (the house will be built…sometime) but the surroundings were simply beautiful and well for the 1st time eva…I drove a jet ski and it was so much fun and it was in the evening so the sun was just going down and hitting the water perfectly and I again was just simply high...I was happy. It was so much fun and I had an awesome time.
Sunday: wasn't such a happy day…I now have the weirdest sunburn…patches of red on my body…I have a 1/2in gash in my foot…I bumped the jet ski into another persons boat and then a raft…nothing got hurt and no1 was mad…I was mad at myself…I was hungry and just plain sad…really not a good day…but again l8er on we rode the jet skis and it got better…a lil
Today: I'm so pooped and I am bit happy but I seriously wanna go home…I miss errybody and like I dunno…things r still bumpy…I'll be home {w/ Val :-)} in 2 weeks :-)
My foot and my body hurt from yesterday…and I really wanna c fireworks
*Rock on
Izzi
Saturday: Sometimes God can be perfect…other times…um…is indifferent an ok word? Well I was up w/ the kids and the other nanny came and were hanging out and this is where it hits me, one big reason why I love kids…they're innocent…I mean they're not like us…not filled w/ all the pain and stress, hrtbreak and shit that we have to go through…well not yet anyways…but I was jumpin on the trampoline w/ the other nanny and the 2 kids were layin there jumping in the air (this is called POPCORN) well ne ways…the 2 kids were laughing as if they were about to piss themselves. This made me so happy…I was so high…omg it was perfect and so much fun…well as if things couldn't get better…in ways they did :-) that afternoon we went outta town…I'm not sure exactly where but alls I know is that is was like a lake and there were all these wonderful houses and shit and we were in a RV (the house will be built…sometime) but the surroundings were simply beautiful and well for the 1st time eva…I drove a jet ski and it was so much fun and it was in the evening so the sun was just going down and hitting the water perfectly and I again was just simply high...I was happy. It was so much fun and I had an awesome time.
Sunday: wasn't such a happy day…I now have the weirdest sunburn…patches of red on my body…I have a 1/2in gash in my foot…I bumped the jet ski into another persons boat and then a raft…nothing got hurt and no1 was mad…I was mad at myself…I was hungry and just plain sad…really not a good day…but again l8er on we rode the jet skis and it got better…a lil
Today: I'm so pooped and I am bit happy but I seriously wanna go home…I miss errybody and like I dunno…things r still bumpy…I'll be home {w/ Val :-)} in 2 weeks :-)
My foot and my body hurt from yesterday…and I really wanna c fireworks
*Rock on
Izzi