we were wrong and we drive to the center of it
i have the opportunity to do exactly what i want with my life for twoish weeks in march to show just what i've got and get my foot in the door, and i had to turn it down because apparently my priorities are so engraved into my head that school comes first and i can't stand feeling guilty. i will regret this, i know i will. it would have been so easy to say yes; now i'm going to have to fight for it again. fuck me.