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so i'm sitting here contemplate what i should be doing. i should really organize my room while i have chance, but i have a headache. i have magazines coming out of my ass, lol, that i need to cut up and put in my scrapbook. and i really need to organize my song books, especialy since i'm thinking about singing for my band, so we can start playing some motherfucking shows.
and i'm thinking more and more about college. i'm just soooo fucking confused. i know exactaly what i want to do, but to have a back up plan,(not that it's that great of a back up plan) i should go to school. I just know I don't want to live in this town forever, and I know I don't want to work in a factory!!!!!!!! I want a to make enough money doing something artsy, haha, i know like that will happen, god i hate thinking about this shit, and eveyday it haunts me.
it was a pretty shitty day at the college too, but i don't feel like talking about it, it was just kind of crazy, and especialy being my first day back in a week or so. but i did, finaly get my first paycheck, it was nice, so that makes me feel better, even though i still need to buy a bass head, but hopefully i'll find a nice one for a good price.
i called around yesterday to find out if any of the music stores around me would have the river city rebels new cd and of course none of them did :( and i didn't want to order it :( but i did buy green day's new cd, and i like it. the one song though..something like 'we are the waiting' that's fucked up, really, really different, not too sure if i like it or not. i mean it's not bad, by any means, but i dunno, lol.
and i'm thinking more and more about college. i'm just soooo fucking confused. i know exactaly what i want to do, but to have a back up plan,(not that it's that great of a back up plan) i should go to school. I just know I don't want to live in this town forever, and I know I don't want to work in a factory!!!!!!!! I want a to make enough money doing something artsy, haha, i know like that will happen, god i hate thinking about this shit, and eveyday it haunts me.
it was a pretty shitty day at the college too, but i don't feel like talking about it, it was just kind of crazy, and especialy being my first day back in a week or so. but i did, finaly get my first paycheck, it was nice, so that makes me feel better, even though i still need to buy a bass head, but hopefully i'll find a nice one for a good price.
i called around yesterday to find out if any of the music stores around me would have the river city rebels new cd and of course none of them did :( and i didn't want to order it :( but i did buy green day's new cd, and i like it. the one song though..something like 'we are the waiting' that's fucked up, really, really different, not too sure if i like it or not. i mean it's not bad, by any means, but i dunno, lol.