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Its 2:03 am.
For some reason I worry a lot about things that I shouldnt. Im constantly worrying...and always finding out that God was right and that I shouldnt worry. I am so blessed by him day in and day out. Just to be ok in life and not being going through what others are going through right now is a complete blessing.
Im not sure if going on tour is the right decision or what. I guess Im going to go this weekend and find out.Im just waiting...
Choir drama is intense, let me tell you.
Well I wont tell you, but Ill let you know that its intense and needs to be over. Everyone is there (or should be there) for the same reason. Its weird and really stupid. such is life I guess...no matter what, you are always going to encounter ignorant people. good for us.
hmmmm life is pretty much set as of next fall which is a great feeling. I know that its not what I originally planned but its something that will be good for me. I can do good in church while studying and getting more financially ready for school. The way I look at it, the less loans the better. Loans = scary.
Its important to understand that I have so much more to learn from my professors and they have all helped me slowly become a better musician/singer/all around person. Its so nice to have people in front of you that know what they are doing, regardless of how annoying it is to rehearse.
I finally feel that what is happening next semester is right. I have been on pins and needles for the past two years-ish thinking what am I doing where am I going WHY am I not with everyone else. This is where I belong for now. But only for now.
Mary is falling asleep near this computer and as creepy as this sounds I am so glad she is near me. I love all my friends and dont really know what I would do without them. You really cant say that enough.
Andreea is cool.
Wihita MADE my Cinco De Mayo.
apparently I am the marinade to someones chicken :)
So two weeks and two days till I might be gone for the whole summer. What a mess. so much hype and no one knows why.
Its ok to be alone sometimes...its better for me this way.
Tonight all of my friends drank and I didnt. I didnt have a drop of alcohol. I feel really good about it though. Like insanley good about it. Times are a changing...wow, if I would have seen this entry a year ago...
I think thats all that I have for now.
God Bless,
-Mark
For some reason I worry a lot about things that I shouldnt. Im constantly worrying...and always finding out that God was right and that I shouldnt worry. I am so blessed by him day in and day out. Just to be ok in life and not being going through what others are going through right now is a complete blessing.
Im not sure if going on tour is the right decision or what. I guess Im going to go this weekend and find out.Im just waiting...
Choir drama is intense, let me tell you.
Well I wont tell you, but Ill let you know that its intense and needs to be over. Everyone is there (or should be there) for the same reason. Its weird and really stupid. such is life I guess...no matter what, you are always going to encounter ignorant people. good for us.
hmmmm life is pretty much set as of next fall which is a great feeling. I know that its not what I originally planned but its something that will be good for me. I can do good in church while studying and getting more financially ready for school. The way I look at it, the less loans the better. Loans = scary.
Its important to understand that I have so much more to learn from my professors and they have all helped me slowly become a better musician/singer/all around person. Its so nice to have people in front of you that know what they are doing, regardless of how annoying it is to rehearse.
I finally feel that what is happening next semester is right. I have been on pins and needles for the past two years-ish thinking what am I doing where am I going WHY am I not with everyone else. This is where I belong for now. But only for now.
Mary is falling asleep near this computer and as creepy as this sounds I am so glad she is near me. I love all my friends and dont really know what I would do without them. You really cant say that enough.
Andreea is cool.
Wihita MADE my Cinco De Mayo.
apparently I am the marinade to someones chicken :)
So two weeks and two days till I might be gone for the whole summer. What a mess. so much hype and no one knows why.
Its ok to be alone sometimes...its better for me this way.
Tonight all of my friends drank and I didnt. I didnt have a drop of alcohol. I feel really good about it though. Like insanley good about it. Times are a changing...wow, if I would have seen this entry a year ago...
I think thats all that I have for now.
God Bless,
-Mark