Jan 10, 2005 22:11
Why the hell did I get this fucking job for......Oh yeah to keep me off the streets. I don't see that not happening. I have been working at the Pizza Guy for 1 week and no I am not expecting miracles but when I go to work and only do 2-4 hours of work in one day..well in my world my friends that is just shit pay. Today I go in to work and first off I am told not to punch in because of the slow day, come back in 1/2 an hour and punch in then. Well that set me off. So I go back in and see Brian (one of the owners) was there so I asked him if he could see it possible to give me 25 hours a week, at this rate I am not going to be able to pay for my rent.... then I will just be a guy and his cat out of home but with a job. He said if I start showing some initiative then they will THINK of giving me more hours. WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! do I have to do some major ass kissing or something to get the hours that I need. I told him that my brother is going to jail and I need the money to keep this apartment, hell of a lot of good that is doing me. The way this is going I will not have a place to stay when he does get home from his newest jail sentence
If anyone who reads this knows me maybe now you can understand why I am always living under a dark cloud of pessimism and depression. I haven't worked part-time since I was 16! hell that was 16 years ago. This is a long and difficult mountain to climb just to get decent money but for now I have to work shit hours at even shittier pay. Do you realize that at KOTB I am making $9/hr, though I am being paid monthly I get more hours there then at the damn pizza man. Yes I am going to bitch and complain because that is who I am damn it, so if anyone is reading this I don't care what you think of me. I am so pissed I cannot think straight. 2 fucking hours today........what the hell did I even leave the house for, a whole $14 made today WHOOPEE!!!!!! So yes my life sucks ass and I don't care that you all don't agree with me, so bite me