Reflecttions on the Emotions
Okay so here is My first "This might actually make us want to know who the hell she is" Post. So here it goes. My weekend started out okay, I went to class, ate a muffin in front of my friends because they think I'm not eating ever since I've been eating less(stress), and then went to the computer lab to check my e mail. So I got one junk e mail and two really sweet e mails from my "Whatever you wanna call him Cuz we're not offical but way closer to it then before" boyfriend. I was so excited cuz he lives really far away so we e mail eachother everyday and then we call eachother over the weekend. So I get this e mail from him and its just one of those cute boyfriend-girlfriend e-mails, so I though "Oh, cute e mail to start off a great weekend!" HA! was I wrong. It stayed good all Friday night, I fell asleep at 5 once I got home, Woke up at 9 pm and started playing around on my Myspace account. Did a bunch of random stuff till 8 then fell asleep. Then it gets bad. I wake up at 11 to find my boyfriend sent me another e-mail. It was so short and he just kept talking about how I think about him too much and I need to think about other things then him and he just tld me he felt really confused and stuff. All day I felt so nervous and worried, I couldn't think of why but I just way and it made me angry I couldn't figure out why I was upset and I couldn't fix it. And then I'm gonna call him today but he hasn't answered back to my e mail where I'm in tears cuz I'm worried about him and stuff like that.
So The question of the day- Why do people think I'm a slut?
Answer
Well me I'm usually really shy, and I'm hard to get close to and I have problems letting people trust me. Well the really shy quiet girl became friends friends with this very out going girl last year and from her met the guy of my dreams. He's everything I'm not pretty much not, he's outgoing, crazy, wild, just all these things and i figured him and my friend= perfect but for some reason he picked me. So after we started to get really close things got more and more serious and I was doing things with him I shouldn't have but the worst part was that at the time he didn't wanna be my boyfriend cuz of where i lived and my age and just all this stuff. (its only a 6 year dif by the way he's not like 100 I'm not into that) So Later everyone in my class finds out and I'm a slut so yeah thats it. things have gotten WAY WAY batter now and me and him are not offically a couple like we go tell the world but behind closed doors we are so I'm okay with this. Alright time to bid you all a due
kisses from the queen~
So The question of the day- Why do people think I'm a slut?
Answer
Well me I'm usually really shy, and I'm hard to get close to and I have problems letting people trust me. Well the really shy quiet girl became friends friends with this very out going girl last year and from her met the guy of my dreams. He's everything I'm not pretty much not, he's outgoing, crazy, wild, just all these things and i figured him and my friend= perfect but for some reason he picked me. So after we started to get really close things got more and more serious and I was doing things with him I shouldn't have but the worst part was that at the time he didn't wanna be my boyfriend cuz of where i lived and my age and just all this stuff. (its only a 6 year dif by the way he's not like 100 I'm not into that) So Later everyone in my class finds out and I'm a slut so yeah thats it. things have gotten WAY WAY batter now and me and him are not offically a couple like we go tell the world but behind closed doors we are so I'm okay with this. Alright time to bid you all a due
kisses from the queen~