Nightmares scare and dreams make you dare
Today I went back to school which was so boring. I fell asleep in most of my classes and was really bored most of the day. Brennan's working more cuz of the holidays so he hasn't been e-mailing as much but who's boyfriend really e-mails everyday...well he did until last week. I know I know I gotta suck it up, he's not the center of the universe. I need something exciting to happen or something new to think about cuz my bad dreams bum people out and I can't talk about brennan to most people. Ugh! Alright I gotta be a big girl and try to sleep again. I hate these bad dreams I want them to go away. And someone to make me a cool layout! Anyone know someone who can make me a cool layout?!?! lol ttyl Hey check out my icons I made most of them!
Okay to make these lil thingys longer everyday I get an e-mail from Brennan and we do this thing of random things we're thinking about and I started it and we responde to what the other says so I'll put the ones I sent him the other day and his responses.
Here's what I said first
>- I have another saturday detention bleh!
>-I love spicey food just so you know
>-Um hello watch one tree hill, omg I'm gonna have to get u into One
>tree hill!
>-Rugged??? OmG when I think of you I don't really see rugged but
>I'll go with it.
>- whatever you are you make my heart speed up when I look at you
>- My feet are so gross>< I need a pedicure
>- I want you to keep me warm, I'd just lay on your chest naked and
>press my body against yours so I wouldn't freeze (I plead the 5th!!!!)
>- I can't believe I said that to you!
>-I really hope your my first and last
>- It seems impossible for either of us to get tired of the other and
>I only say that cuz you seem to put up with me well, how idk lol I'm
>surprised I don't drive you mad or I'm too hyper for you or
>something.
>-Your you in my fanstasies so no worries, your perfect how you are,
>if you were any better you'd be too good for me not that you
>probably aren't now lol
>-I like my song, Michelle's heard of it already lol she told me
>they're old album was better and I told her "I'm not into the group
>yet just the song stop killing it!" (he sent me the song Chasing cars snow patrol:])
>- I'm so short! your gonna have to bend over when you kiss me
>-I really want you to read to me for some reason lol
>-I say lol when I think I've said something stupid or silly girlish
>or if somethings just funny
>-If I'm too shy to tell you then how can I tell you what i think
>about!?!
>-I'm aboreabel heh, you made my breath catch again
>-I can so make u do stuff. But I'm glad having u say I'mm pretty
>isn'tone of them
>-I'm cool with no phone calls this weekend but only this one!
>-you can send me pics whenever you have time I'll wait
>- I look so bad in pictures but I like the idea of you taking my
>picture. but I don't always want to be the only person in the
>picture, I want a picture of you and me.
>- I looked so bad in those pics I sent you las night but I was sick
>-if you stare all the tim I'll blush all the time lol, you wouldn't
>let me cover my face either
>-"Wait till I brush your hair from your face, call you beautiful and
>then kiss you" thats what I'll think about before I fall asleep.
>- heh I like when you randomly say something like your beautiful and
>it makes me gasp lol
>-Your the closest thing to perfect
>- I'm the girl with many nicknames anyways I just like yours a lot
>better
>-Chippy???lol I can't say it with a straigh face lmao!
>- no one likes christian x-mas music (I do I just forgot lol)
>- OMG I'm so glad your never gonna make me go to church!
>-Maria will :[
>- i love doing these lil smileys :] cute!
>- I love you too Brennan I have all these feelings for you but it
>seems like those 3 words are the only thing that can explain how I
>fell
>-so again, I love you
Here's his
>- Stop getting detentions!
>- I can't watch One Tree Hill, I am part of a group and its our mission to make sure every hill has at least 2 trees.
>- Yeah I don't think I'm rugged either lol
>- you make my heart pound when I see those cute and sexy pictures of you
>- My feet are worse then yours! lmao
>- I want you to lay naked on me, even if you aren't cold!
>-I won't get tired of you, I'm very hard to bother
>- I don't mind that you are short, and if it comes to it I'll just lay you down whenever I feel like kissing you
>-I'll try to read to you, but you won't like it! lmao
>-If you are to shy to tell me the sex things you think about you can alway mime them. haha
>- You really should tell me some, I really really want to know. lol
>- This is at least the 2nd weekend with no calls, not in a row but over all, and there will be more.
>- You look amazing in pictures, I would love to take one of you laying out in a sunset, naked with the orange sun playing across your body
>- Haha, maybe I should have kept that to myself.
>- Nope, if you blush, you can only look doen, and then I'll tilt your face up to mine and kiss you
>- I love making you gasp
>-You are amazing
>- Chippy is not my nickname, I refuse
>- I like christian x-mas music tunes, but then I hate the song, what a quandry (Haha big word)
>- No one will get me in a church, unless there is a death or wedding or something like that, I will not attend mass, ever, I swear it.
u know who
&heart
Okay to make these lil thingys longer everyday I get an e-mail from Brennan and we do this thing of random things we're thinking about and I started it and we responde to what the other says so I'll put the ones I sent him the other day and his responses.
Here's what I said first
>- I have another saturday detention bleh!
>-I love spicey food just so you know
>-Um hello watch one tree hill, omg I'm gonna have to get u into One
>tree hill!
>-Rugged??? OmG when I think of you I don't really see rugged but
>I'll go with it.
>- whatever you are you make my heart speed up when I look at you
>- My feet are so gross>< I need a pedicure
>- I want you to keep me warm, I'd just lay on your chest naked and
>press my body against yours so I wouldn't freeze (I plead the 5th!!!!)
>- I can't believe I said that to you!
>-I really hope your my first and last
>- It seems impossible for either of us to get tired of the other and
>I only say that cuz you seem to put up with me well, how idk lol I'm
>surprised I don't drive you mad or I'm too hyper for you or
>something.
>-Your you in my fanstasies so no worries, your perfect how you are,
>if you were any better you'd be too good for me not that you
>probably aren't now lol
>-I like my song, Michelle's heard of it already lol she told me
>they're old album was better and I told her "I'm not into the group
>yet just the song stop killing it!" (he sent me the song Chasing cars snow patrol:])
>- I'm so short! your gonna have to bend over when you kiss me
>-I really want you to read to me for some reason lol
>-I say lol when I think I've said something stupid or silly girlish
>or if somethings just funny
>-If I'm too shy to tell you then how can I tell you what i think
>about!?!
>-I'm aboreabel heh, you made my breath catch again
>-I can so make u do stuff. But I'm glad having u say I'mm pretty
>isn'tone of them
>-I'm cool with no phone calls this weekend but only this one!
>-you can send me pics whenever you have time I'll wait
>- I look so bad in pictures but I like the idea of you taking my
>picture. but I don't always want to be the only person in the
>picture, I want a picture of you and me.
>- I looked so bad in those pics I sent you las night but I was sick
>-if you stare all the tim I'll blush all the time lol, you wouldn't
>let me cover my face either
>-"Wait till I brush your hair from your face, call you beautiful and
>then kiss you" thats what I'll think about before I fall asleep.
>- heh I like when you randomly say something like your beautiful and
>it makes me gasp lol
>-Your the closest thing to perfect
>- I'm the girl with many nicknames anyways I just like yours a lot
>better
>-Chippy???lol I can't say it with a straigh face lmao!
>- no one likes christian x-mas music (I do I just forgot lol)
>- OMG I'm so glad your never gonna make me go to church!
>-Maria will :[
>- i love doing these lil smileys :] cute!
>- I love you too Brennan I have all these feelings for you but it
>seems like those 3 words are the only thing that can explain how I
>fell
>-so again, I love you
Here's his
>- Stop getting detentions!
>- I can't watch One Tree Hill, I am part of a group and its our mission to make sure every hill has at least 2 trees.
>- Yeah I don't think I'm rugged either lol
>- you make my heart pound when I see those cute and sexy pictures of you
>- My feet are worse then yours! lmao
>- I want you to lay naked on me, even if you aren't cold!
>-I won't get tired of you, I'm very hard to bother
>- I don't mind that you are short, and if it comes to it I'll just lay you down whenever I feel like kissing you
>-I'll try to read to you, but you won't like it! lmao
>-If you are to shy to tell me the sex things you think about you can alway mime them. haha
>- You really should tell me some, I really really want to know. lol
>- This is at least the 2nd weekend with no calls, not in a row but over all, and there will be more.
>- You look amazing in pictures, I would love to take one of you laying out in a sunset, naked with the orange sun playing across your body
>- Haha, maybe I should have kept that to myself.
>- Nope, if you blush, you can only look doen, and then I'll tilt your face up to mine and kiss you
>- I love making you gasp
>-You are amazing
>- Chippy is not my nickname, I refuse
>- I like christian x-mas music tunes, but then I hate the song, what a quandry (Haha big word)
>- No one will get me in a church, unless there is a death or wedding or something like that, I will not attend mass, ever, I swear it.
u know who
&heart