not so bad
These days...nothing changes. Still having no luck finding a job. I did go up to my old job and found out that a hand full of people i know still work there and of course I am missed. I asked one of them if they think it would be a bad thing to come back and he didn't exactly agree, but didn't disagree either. I've also been having these dreams where it was ok working there, so maybe thats my hint. All I know is I need some money noooooooooow! Anyhoo. My boy and I are doing better. We've realized that we were so cool when we were friends why not now? So we are using that as a guide to work on our relationship and so far so good. We know that we are completely crazy about each other and not ready to give up. I'm actually pretty proud of myself lately. I finally put relationships that belong in the past, in the past. I think it's just better to start over. I have been feeling alittle down on my self though. I realized my worst enemy is me, but I'm also my best friend. For the most part, my friends have been doing really good and I am so happy for them. Everyone deserves to be happy. Well going to the movies so I will update again soon.