God hates me.
All I want to do is go to school... that's it. Why is it so fucking hard to get the government to give me some money? They know they'll get it back eventually... They won't give me a loan on my credit alone, and they keep trying to get me to put my parents' information in. Sadly enough, my credit is better than my parents', so that isn't gonna help me much is it?? Those fuckers don't seem to realize that some of us don't have parents with money, and that those are usually the people who most want to go to school and do well.
I made a decision today that even if something doesn't work out for this semester money-wise, I'm still leaving in August to go find an apartment in Illinois so I can get in-state tuition. Then I'll just start in the spring instead. BUT I DON'T WANT TO FUCKING MOVE TO ILLINOIS. If I do that, everything in my life will be turned upside down and I don't know if I can handle it right now. So I'll just keep hoping that something will go right in the near future and spend the next few weeks saving every dime I can, instead of spending it on stupid shit, which is what I should've been doing all fucking year.
WHY AM I SUCH A DUMBASS WITH MY MONEY?
I need a sugar daddy. Then he can pay my way through college.
I made a decision today that even if something doesn't work out for this semester money-wise, I'm still leaving in August to go find an apartment in Illinois so I can get in-state tuition. Then I'll just start in the spring instead. BUT I DON'T WANT TO FUCKING MOVE TO ILLINOIS. If I do that, everything in my life will be turned upside down and I don't know if I can handle it right now. So I'll just keep hoping that something will go right in the near future and spend the next few weeks saving every dime I can, instead of spending it on stupid shit, which is what I should've been doing all fucking year.
WHY AM I SUCH A DUMBASS WITH MY MONEY?
I need a sugar daddy. Then he can pay my way through college.