self reflection
I was reading my entries from a year ago and I realized how much I’ve changed since then, it’s amazing what a year can do. I’ve become a lot more confident. I still think bad things about my appearance but I don’t let that stop me from talking to people and not caring what people think about me. During the school year ,Danielle this girl I’ve never even said hi to was talking shit about me but it didn’t upset me, in fact I laugh about it because she doesn’t even know me. I know that would have made me want to cry last year. I actually talked to guys this year, Last year because of how shy I was I only talked to Zak, Will and Matt which I know is sad but I was afraid to talk to guys. I speak my mind a lot more then I used to maybe its made me more of a bitch, maybe not, people still call me sweet. Appearencewise I basically look the same except I got my eyebrow and cartilage pierced. I also had/have extensions for the whole year. I know that might seem fake but I was trying to grow out my hair, I will see if they actually worked on Thursday when I take them out. I personally think having extensions boosted my confidence because I think I look better with longer hair. I know that’s bad! Maybe my confidence boost came from the fact that I know I will always look the same and there’s nothing I can do about it so I got used to myself? I don’t know but it’s been a good year and hopefully I can keep changing for the better. Is anybody else happy about anything they’ve accomplished over the year?