Apr 25, 2004 13:34
so yea... last night was awesome. it was my junior prom. I went with my good friend/ ex-boyfriend Jared Gold. I think it was so much fun. I feel kinda dumb. I never wanted to take him to another dance because i didnt know if it would be fun cuz hes not really the dance type... but now i wish i had. it was amazing. i dont think it could have been better. Im at saras right now with the boys. we are just chillin. these two kids that sara and i have become pretty close with (cody and shane) are awesome. we have only known them for about 3 weeks but they have been three great, funny weeks. im happy, except for a little something... or someone i should say. I love him. He knows who he is. I still Love You, now what? My heart breaks for him to say those words back. For him to just say "ill be there" one more time. For him to say "This seems so surreal, I cant imagine myself with anyone else". What do I do?.... buh! hehe (sara)
"Be still and kno that I am God"
Man... im trying so hard to do that.