Aug 17, 2005 09:49
sometimes i want to just kick myself in the behind... gosh! i was so pumped after camp.. you know to witness to peole about the love of CHRIST and to live my life for HIM! but no.. i have to slip into my old sinful routine! what is wrong with me?
GOD- i need your help. make me strong. i want to live my life for YOU and only YOU. its so hard GOD but i want to do it. i want to tell others about this AMAZING FORCE that is in my life! YOU are truly amazing and i love YOU so much. i realize that i need YOUR help to do all these things. also, calm my heart and help me to understand that the things that i am striving for will only happen on YOUR schedule, not mine. i thank YOU for all that YOU have given me and i ask that YOU continue to bless me. i love YOU LORD!!! in YOUR HOLY AND PRECIOUS NAME I PRAY. amen.