Aug 17, 2004 20:37
Man, so much has changed in the past month and a half Im not really sure whats certain in my life anymore. Everything in my life seems to be in a massive state of chaos. At one point in my life I thought I had everything planned out but as I am constantly reminded thats hardly ever possible. I have some responsibilities to myself I have to take care of and right now I am very scared that if I dont fulfill these Im going to loose a lot of confidence Ive had in myself . Im not really sure what I feel right now. All I know is that the only person that I can depend on in the next few months is myself. I need to focus on matters at hand right now because if I dont I will most likely regret it for the rest of my life. It's time.......I cant let it end this way.
This will probably make no sense to anyone right now, but its something I just need to remind myself of whats at stake.