pretty high up there on the painful list
relationship problems are for sure in the top five. and this time, it hurts bad. just like last time i guess. if this one doesn't work out i have tried everything. maybe a large amount of time away from boys would be a good idea. oh, i hope this all works out. i don't want to lose tim. he's amazing. ewwww....it hurts. and its worse because i can't stop thinking about it. I wanna go home.