Apr 06, 2006 19:59
I can't wait until Saturday!!!! It's about damn time I get to go down to JMU ;). I can't wait to meet everyone that I keep hearing about. It's going to be so much fun! But I wish I applied there, I would like to go to JMU, because I really don't know where I want to go next year. I'm not really liking Towson at the moment, not going to Shenandoah, and I really don't want to go to College of Notre Dame--not all into the all women's school lol. Could you imagine me at an all women's school? I'd go nuts! I don't know. I wish something could get worked out, but I highly doubt it. Just wishful thinking. But we have some good times coming up! Everything's going to go by so quick!! We have this Saturday with Amanda Rummell, all of our senior stuff comes in, spring break, the cruise, softball all in and around there (yesterday's game was awesome against Smithsburg! 12-0!!), prom, graduation, senior week!!, Dave Matthews concert, everything! There's so much to do! It's awesome.
Now if I can only find a college and stop stressin' about that. I wanted to go to Towson for at least next year because it's semi-cheap and it's in-state, because to tell you the truth, I really don't know exactly what I want to study yet. I know I want to go into medicine, but I don't know if I want to do nursing or go straight into pre-med, or radiology or be a specialist in something, or be a medical scientist. I don't know. But the deal with Towson is that they don't have any academic scholarships or anything like that. All I got was a $2,300 Grant for the year, and then an option of loans. It's really making me mad. It's bullshit. Notre Dame gave me freaking $10,000. Thanks for making my decision a little bit harder. But I couldn't handle an all women's school. I can't handle that much estrogen. I'd go absolutely crazy. Give me some guys, please. But it's my fault. I waited too long to make any decision, so I applied to four colleges at least (Georgetown being the fourth, but it's too expensive, and I haven't even heard if I'm in yet). This sucks. I don't know what to do. But I'm sure I'll figure it out eventually, I have to.
But for now, I gotta go eat and ice down my hand. I had a little run in with the ball when I was batting the other day. The ball hit my fingers instead of the bat. So, peace.