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I've gotten back in touch with an old friend of mine. Back in middle school we met and we started to like each other. Over the time he told me that he loved me but I just liked him alot. We lost contact for some time and now we are talking again after we had seen each other somewhere. He is married now. He tells me that he wishes that we never quit talking because I would be with him and not his wife. I love hangning out with him but his wife is an issue with us being friends. She gets jealous of him if he wants to talk to me. She pretty much wants me to talk to her and not him at all. If he wants to talk to me (and begs her enough to let him talk to me) she has to be right there, lets him talk for a brief moment and then does something to get the phone away from him. We have to sneak around just to hang out. It is ridiculous that we have to but she just doesn't trust him around me. She has told me that. When I have gone over there to hang out with him (when she's been out of town on the weekend) we have fun. We act as if we never stopped talking. The last time I was over there he told me that he never stopped loving me. Then a little later he said, "I love you." My jaw hit the floor and about left the room. I was in shock! Then today I realized something. There is still something there for him but I can't let that get in the way. I still like him till this day but I don't want to tell him. I mean they are going through problems right now anyway in their marriage and at one point I thought it was me that was probably causing it. I was reassured that it wasn't me. It's like I get back into his life and then shit hits the fan. Wouldn't you think that it was your fault? Well, I need to go seeming that little man will be up in a few hours. I'm glad I have off though. :-) I'll talk to ya'll later.