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Have you ever had that feeling that something is missing...or that there is a huge hole in you? i don't think i've ever really understood what people were talking about till now. I almost feel alone, yet i know i'm not. I have wonderful friends that i love dearly yet i feel that i need something more. It is really making me worried because i'll be hanging out w/ people and then its like BOOM i'm depressed.
its also annoying how my parents keep trying to talk to me about my friends...don't get me wrong, i am actaully happy that they know what is going on in my life (kinda) but my mother keeps on talking about one of my friends, and its almost like that she wants him more than me. BUT the main thing that pisses me off is the way she is trying to push me towards him...i don't like him and she doesn't get that. He is a great friend but i can not make myself like him. Believe me i wish i could because then things might actually make sense but then life would be boring.
Like i'm going to a wedding and she wants me to bring him along. Well, he hates dancing and i told her that, but she said that she would make him dance...i tell her that he hates that even more and she doesn't believe me, and why can't she get it that maybe for once i want to go a day without hearing about or from him. ARG!
Anyway thanks for listening to me rant and rave.....
its also annoying how my parents keep trying to talk to me about my friends...don't get me wrong, i am actaully happy that they know what is going on in my life (kinda) but my mother keeps on talking about one of my friends, and its almost like that she wants him more than me. BUT the main thing that pisses me off is the way she is trying to push me towards him...i don't like him and she doesn't get that. He is a great friend but i can not make myself like him. Believe me i wish i could because then things might actually make sense but then life would be boring.
Like i'm going to a wedding and she wants me to bring him along. Well, he hates dancing and i told her that, but she said that she would make him dance...i tell her that he hates that even more and she doesn't believe me, and why can't she get it that maybe for once i want to go a day without hearing about or from him. ARG!
Anyway thanks for listening to me rant and rave.....