drama drama drama
okay heres the deal i love dustin and i'm love being with him.....but i just can't shake raymond out of my mind...its like everywhere i go there he is.....there are so many memories and so much love that we shared. god i love them both, i do beleiv what they all tell me about him.....that he doesn't want me anymore and that he was only with me for sex, but i know there was more i can feel it....and i think he still feels the same....but i am with dustin and him with ashlen, i just don't know.