May 28, 2008 01:18
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. More so than usual. Things just seem so confusing right now. I thought it would all get better maybe if I did what I was asked that things would get better, but it doesn't really seem that way. Maybe i'm just thinking too much, maybe things ARE changing, I'm just not realizing it. I don't know, I'm just so frustrated and angry and I just want to sleep forever. I feel like I'm watching life pass me by as I stand behind a rapid waterfall and no matter how much I scream and shout, no one hears me.