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[musicizinme]

I'm just so emotionally drained right now.I woke up this morning and I was going to take a shower. I went into the bathroom and there was shit on the toilet seeat lid, well damn it i can't even use my toilete and SOMEBODY is shitting ON the lid!?! I wasn't about to clean it up, I clean puppy poop up all the time, im not about to clean up human poop! Anyways Bennie saw how upset i was and cleaned it up! what a sweety! I went in there to take my shower i got in and it started out warm and then it went ice cold. I threw a friggin fit! Why the hell am I the only one that has to take a COLD shower when everyone else gets to take a hto shower. Im pissed. Im iiritated because I cant live life like i normally do in my own home. No offense to danielle i love the girl but I cant live with her permantly. I knew this years ago. We alot alike but yet we are alot different.

I told her boyfriend that he is not allowed back in the house unless he has a paycjeck in hand. He hasn't done squat to help out. He SAYS he does stuff but he doesnt do what he should He doesnt know how to listen either. I pray for him that he went to day labor today because Danielle is pretty much on the verge of leaving him.

ugh *sigh* I am SO stressed I can not wait untill Ic an get my life back...

I want my couch back
I want my bathroom back
I want to be able to smoke with out someone bothering me
I want to let my puppies run around the house and play
I want the newly brought fleas out of my house
I want to CLEAN my house
I want my peace and quiet back
I want my life back!!!

*sigh*

But I sure am going to miss the heffer!