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[musicizinme]

I feel like I'm crying tears of blood
Emotions formed into a landsliding flood
I'm spacing out so much I can see things
hilucinating past tenses and dreams
My feet are heavy because I dropped my heart
my stomach bleeds the pain I have to reap
My mind draws a blank into an empty stare
I hear my surroundings but they aren't to clear
I swallowed a soft ball now its lodged in
my throat and wont allow me to breathe
My chest is heavy with anger and grief
my hands shake and neck tenses way too tight