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well, today we had a snowday. such joy. oh well. i'm just really bored right now so i'm writing in this thing. i hate snowdays. i'd rather be at school than sitting around the house doing nothing, but i'm still glad to be out of school.
and the day hasn't been entirely useless. found out some interesting things about some people. at least i know now. i just wish i had known sooner, then everything wouldn't have gone down the way it did. or should i say, the way it's going to.
damnit, i hate drama. i hate fighting and secrets. i hate our dumb ass lives that are a result of high school. why do people have to lie? why do they hide things that they know they should tell? and when they finally do tell you...why do they have to be such cowards!!! they don't even have the decency to tell you to your face, they tell you over the phone, in a note or e-mail, or even (i really fucking HATE this one...) have another person who you haven't ever met tell you. why? why must people continue to be this way? i mean come on, we're not in kindergarden. we're in high school. we're not 5 or 6, we're 15, 16, 17, 18........all of those dumb teenage years. i like being one, but damn, if it's going to be this way from now on, i'm just gonna give up and grow up. if being old makes the drama go away, then hell, i'll be an old person. screw having fun and being lazy, i'd rather just leave all of these problems behind me. dont get me wrong, i love being a lazy ass kid just as much as the next person, but i'm fucking sick of all this. why can't everyone either tell the truth or just shut the fuck up and not say anything about it? if you're gonna lie then lie, don't lie and then try to change the lie. stick to it, that way it's at least a little bit convincing.
i hate this, someone just give me a gun and let me end all of this. right now. just let me end all of it.
better yet a cannon. blow a big ass hole into someones head. that would be better.
ok, this has gone past the point of venting into a full on rant, so i'm going to leave now. adios.
and the day hasn't been entirely useless. found out some interesting things about some people. at least i know now. i just wish i had known sooner, then everything wouldn't have gone down the way it did. or should i say, the way it's going to.
damnit, i hate drama. i hate fighting and secrets. i hate our dumb ass lives that are a result of high school. why do people have to lie? why do they hide things that they know they should tell? and when they finally do tell you...why do they have to be such cowards!!! they don't even have the decency to tell you to your face, they tell you over the phone, in a note or e-mail, or even (i really fucking HATE this one...) have another person who you haven't ever met tell you. why? why must people continue to be this way? i mean come on, we're not in kindergarden. we're in high school. we're not 5 or 6, we're 15, 16, 17, 18........all of those dumb teenage years. i like being one, but damn, if it's going to be this way from now on, i'm just gonna give up and grow up. if being old makes the drama go away, then hell, i'll be an old person. screw having fun and being lazy, i'd rather just leave all of these problems behind me. dont get me wrong, i love being a lazy ass kid just as much as the next person, but i'm fucking sick of all this. why can't everyone either tell the truth or just shut the fuck up and not say anything about it? if you're gonna lie then lie, don't lie and then try to change the lie. stick to it, that way it's at least a little bit convincing.
i hate this, someone just give me a gun and let me end all of this. right now. just let me end all of it.
better yet a cannon. blow a big ass hole into someones head. that would be better.
ok, this has gone past the point of venting into a full on rant, so i'm going to leave now. adios.