word of God speak
Im done with this stuff...Im tired of being the only person to put effort into anything...and ya know what...Ive been dumb. God is trying to give me a break from it all...but Im too scared to let it all go because its all I know how to do. Is hold on. But ya know what...fine...im falling backwards into the arms of my God and Im going to trust in Him to catch me, and hold me through everything. Im going to go to college...and have my own life...live my life...live for what He wants me to be...and get my life going...im almost 19 years old...its time for ME to grow up...then I will let God accent my life with someone who accents me...not someone who I revolve my world around...its about time that I make myself happy...I cant rely on people to do that...Ive learned the hard way that people will only let me down...but...maybe thats the lesson I am to learn...
love always,
*amber*
word of God speak
would You pour down like rain
washing my eyes to see
Your majesty
to be still and know
that You're in this place
please let me stay and rest
in Your holiness