Me
Have you ever felt like everything you do is just not good enough? Well, that's how I'm feeling now. I feel that this year, I have done a whole lot of nothing. I was doing everything and nothing all at the same time. The yearbook was good, but what did I contribute to that? I just supervised, and when people had a problem, I didn't know how to help them. Even though some people say that I was a good editor, I bet no one can tell me how I was a good editor. What made me a good editor? NOTHING. In Leadership, I was the Chancellor of Beautification. That's nothing; I couldn't even get Leadership to support me. What about music? I want to become a great musician, and producer one day, but do I have what it takes? I was sure at one time, now I don't know. I feel that the only thing good that came out of this whole year was meeting new friends. (By the way, I love all of you guys!)
There's something else that's bothering me. Was I really a good friend to anyone? What about my old friends, can I really say that I was there for them if they needed me? Did they need me? Am I a hinderance to any of my friends? Do I pressure any of my friends? (Actually, I know the answer to that one.)
I also feel that since now that we're "growing up" I might lose contact with my friends; both old and new.
I just feel really bad. I am also stressed about the mural in my art class.
Well, I got to go.
Until next time.
There's something else that's bothering me. Was I really a good friend to anyone? What about my old friends, can I really say that I was there for them if they needed me? Did they need me? Am I a hinderance to any of my friends? Do I pressure any of my friends? (Actually, I know the answer to that one.)
I also feel that since now that we're "growing up" I might lose contact with my friends; both old and new.
I just feel really bad. I am also stressed about the mural in my art class.
Well, I got to go.
Until next time.