a year and a day later......
Soooo it's been exactly one year and a day since I last posted here. There is a really good reason in doing so. I did end up having a great 21st birthday, but in April I lost my grandmother. It's been really rough without her because we were very close. I still have my days where I will just breakdown and cry, but that's to be expected. Every time I went to go write in the journal I was reminded of the good time that I had with her last year. I miss you tons, Mimi!
After my grandmother passed away, I almost lost my dad July 4th weekend. It was so scary and I hope I never have to go through that again. He still is not 100% better, but I don't think he ever will since his illness has to do with his heart. Then soon after that, I found out my aunt in AZ has cancer again. She has been in and out of the hospital since (and is there as we speak).
2007 was such a bad year that I didn't even want to remember it. I'm hoping with my last semester at FSC and my graduation in May, this will be a better year that last. So sorry I haven't updated, but I'm just hoping to get through my birthday and a year without my grandmother :( It's not going to be easy. So there you go. This is why I haven't updated my journal in over a year.
After my grandmother passed away, I almost lost my dad July 4th weekend. It was so scary and I hope I never have to go through that again. He still is not 100% better, but I don't think he ever will since his illness has to do with his heart. Then soon after that, I found out my aunt in AZ has cancer again. She has been in and out of the hospital since (and is there as we speak).
2007 was such a bad year that I didn't even want to remember it. I'm hoping with my last semester at FSC and my graduation in May, this will be a better year that last. So sorry I haven't updated, but I'm just hoping to get through my birthday and a year without my grandmother :( It's not going to be easy. So there you go. This is why I haven't updated my journal in over a year.