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Hey Allison,
What I have to say to you can't be posted on your wall, because it's different from all the other posts on there. I just want to tell you that I'm sorry. You always tried to connect to me because we both had seizures, and for me they were new and scary and for you they were something you were used to and open about. I constantly questioned why you went to all of these things for teens with epilepsy or teens with seizures; yes, we were those things, but we were more than that. Why would someone let a seizure define their existence. And now, it's taken you. It's a thing I never thought about. Because they were new, my biggest fear was that other people would know that I had them and laugh about it. Or that I would have one on a date and scare people. Or that I would never be able to drive.
Death never occurred to me...but I think it did to you.
Which makes you far braver than I've ever been.
I keep thinking how unfair it is. The things that you will never do, never learn learn. You haven't stressed over ACTS, or discovered how prom is over rated. Yet, you knew how to live with the possibility of death. And that is knowledge I can not conceive.
Multiplers are family.
DC forensics is family.
Therefore, you are a piece of my family.
You will be greatly missed.
-Dylan
What I have to say to you can't be posted on your wall, because it's different from all the other posts on there. I just want to tell you that I'm sorry. You always tried to connect to me because we both had seizures, and for me they were new and scary and for you they were something you were used to and open about. I constantly questioned why you went to all of these things for teens with epilepsy or teens with seizures; yes, we were those things, but we were more than that. Why would someone let a seizure define their existence. And now, it's taken you. It's a thing I never thought about. Because they were new, my biggest fear was that other people would know that I had them and laugh about it. Or that I would have one on a date and scare people. Or that I would never be able to drive.
Death never occurred to me...but I think it did to you.
Which makes you far braver than I've ever been.
I keep thinking how unfair it is. The things that you will never do, never learn learn. You haven't stressed over ACTS, or discovered how prom is over rated. Yet, you knew how to live with the possibility of death. And that is knowledge I can not conceive.
Multiplers are family.
DC forensics is family.
Therefore, you are a piece of my family.
You will be greatly missed.
-Dylan