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[musicfreakz]

OK SO HERE'S THE DEAL.....

YES I GOT DRUNK AT RUBENS HOUSE.....

I GUESS I MADE OUT WITH THIS GUY.. AND THINGS HAPPENED...

BUT TO CLEAR IT ALL UP I AM STILL A VIRGIN!!!!

I MAY HAVE HAD MY GODDAMN PANTS DOWN AND SHIT BUT.. YEAH

THERE ARE OTHER THINGS YOU CAN DO OTHER THAN SEX...

I FEEL FUCKIN STUPID..CUZ I GOT SO DRUNK THAT I DIDNT GO TO SCHOOL ALL DAY.

I ENDED UP GOING WITH THE 2 GUYS AND STAYING AT JAREDS HOUSE ALL DAY LONG....

WHEN I SOBERED UP IT WAS PRETTY FUN... I DIDNT FULLY SOBER UP UNTIL LIKE 6 P.M

I DONT EVEN CARE IF PPL CALL ME A SLUT OR SOMETHING.. CUZ I KNOW IM NOT..

I MADE A MISTAKE.. I'LL GET OVER IT.

AND PEOPLE ARE ALL TELLING ME I WAS SO DRUNK THAT I COULD HAVE HAD SEX.. AND I COULD GET PREGNANT AND SHIT...

WELL YOU KNOW WHAT I AM ON MY FUCKIN PERIOD SO EVEN IF THAT HAPPENED.(WHICH IT DIDNT). I COULD NOT GET PREGNANT..

GOD I FEEL STUPID POSTING THIS BUT I WANT TO CLEAR THINGS UP.

I ALSO THINK I STILL HAVE FEELINGS FOR MY EX JORDAN... SO THOSE GUYS MEAN NOTHING TO ME...

HOPEFULLY I CAN MOVE PAST THAT EXPERIENCE...

OH AND NADIA DONT TELL JORDAN... LOL

WELL YEAH... IM GUNNA GO TAKE A SHOWER NOW...

HAVE A FUN WEEKEND...

((me))