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I am so sick of being broke. I really wish I wasn't such a fucking screw up, and knew what the hell I wanted to do with my life and didn't take so long to fucking get my ass out of school.
I hate having to ask for money.
I hate barely being able to pay the few bills I have.
I hate felling like this.
It fucking pisses me off.
I just want to have a job I like, and be able to pay my bills, and gee, maybe even be able to give Anthony money for the house. Novel fucking concept.
Maybe even be able to do things like get married, and be able to go on vacations without Anthony paying for EVERYTHING like he does now.
I just fucking want to not feel like a fucking failure.
Is that too much to ask?
I hate having to ask for money.
I hate barely being able to pay the few bills I have.
I hate felling like this.
It fucking pisses me off.
I just want to have a job I like, and be able to pay my bills, and gee, maybe even be able to give Anthony money for the house. Novel fucking concept.
Maybe even be able to do things like get married, and be able to go on vacations without Anthony paying for EVERYTHING like he does now.
I just fucking want to not feel like a fucking failure.
Is that too much to ask?