Things...

Aug 04, 2005 23:33

It has been a weird week if I do say so myself. Cassie and I made it back safe. The furniture looks unbelieveable! Tiffany has already come over and she was speechless. She couldn't believe how much it has changeed and how good it looks. She was jealous. So happy with the turn out. AkivaPilot really likes it too. He saw where the furniture was placed and all. Now I can't wait til he comes over tomorrow and sees everything together. I am so so so excited about it. The only down side of this is FallenAngel isn't going to see it anytime soon. I had to walk away from the friendship for awhile. I still hope she gets through the shit she is going through. I still love her too but it kills me that I can't help her with this and that she can't be a friend back right now. I hate it when I don't get respect and she has shown me none at all, which mostly can be blamed to the depression she is working through. But I still couldn't go with all of this, so I thought it would be best for both parties if we broke ties for awhile. It still kinda hurts that I lost a friend, but what was I supposed to do??? So once again I am walking away from the friendship. I just hope we can pick it back up later.
Okay off topic for a sec, Gizmo on his own took my Orbit Gum out of the box it was in and is now licking the shit out of it. Unbelieveable!!! My kitten does the weirdest thing ssometimes!!!
On other things, things are good. I hve been hanging out with Cassie more often which has been fun. Her and her boi Chris are in talk of marriage. Jealous!!! They are so happy. SOmething like me and AkivaPilot once were. Geez, I miss being with him more than anything. Isn't strange how you can really spill yours guts out when it comes to typing but can't say shit to anyone. I feel like it will get around too easy, but look at this. It is pretty much broadcasted to the world. Weird, huh?!?!?! I feel like everything I feel can be spilled and everything will be fine. The only thing I basically feel is longing. Why is my heart not letting go. It seemed to go so much easier with Jimmy and everyone else. Jimmy I have to say was the hardest til AkivaPilot came along. Why can something feel so right but then fall apart?? I miss his touch, his kiss, his everything. I miss it all. God I want us back together more than anything. Will it ever happen??? Dad please guide me through this!! I need you!!!
Alright before I start to tear I better go. Post again soon.

Please Remember Lyrics:

Time, sometimes the time just slips away
And your left with yesterday
Left with the memories
I, I'll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time
I had you with me
Though we go our seperate ways
I won't forget so don't forget
The memories we made

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
While we were wild and free
Please remember, please remember me

Goodbye, there's just no sadder word to say
And it's sad to walk away
With just the memories
Who's to know what might have been
We'll leave behind a life and time
I'll never know again

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
And remember, Please remember me

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
While we were wild and free
Then remember, please remember me

And how we laugh and how we smile
And how this heart was yours and mine
And how a dream was out of reach
I stood by you, you stood by me
We took each day and made it shine
We wrote our names across the sky
We ride so fast, we ride so free
And I knew that you had me

Please remember, please remember
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