Update on me...
Well don't have the look I am looking for for this journal. I am probably going to have to go and pay for this damn thing and have FallenAngel help me with a new look. I just can't get it the way I want it. I have tried everything I know. FallenAngel had some cool things going with it but I had to mess with it and now it is further away from what I want. I really like her new look to hers. It looks really good. I really like her dead journal too. She just has a sense for these kind of things.
On another topic, I can't get Gizmo to stop the marking of things. I am about out of options. I really don't want to neutar him when he could have some admirable kittens. I have wanted to breed him since I got him but I kinda need the place for it which won't be happening til I after I graduate and great the great job with lots of money. So that is going to be another two years probably before I can get a house on my own and all. Maybe three. I think I will save up alot before I do the putting a dent in the pocket, you know. Gotta think smart!! When I do get a house I want the kittens to have thier own room. Somewhere that is thier place for all all thier things. Of course they will take over the whole house probably but thier toys and trees and things will be in thier room. I think that will work. One room bedroom, one a office, and one to the kittens. Considering I'm not married or anything. If I am married then one room will have to be his office and one mine with the kittens stuff too. I guess we will have to share the place. But thats a long way off. Don't need to make plans for it now.
Anyways, the boi is totally confusing me! One minute he is mad because I act like anything is alright and we arent going to break up when he moves out. Then he gets mad because I am backing way the fock off. I don't get it. I tried to be close and he pushed me away. Then I just back off and he is all over me. It's almost like we never had "the talk" (Like I like to call it.). I talked to FallenAngel about how I felt when he was doing the pushing away thing and cried and all and she tried to cheer me up and takl it out with me. But she is as stumped as I am about what is going on in his head. And we talked about it like three nights ago and last night and today he is all over me with affection and love. More than he has for a long long time. It's like when he still lived in the dorms and we were just starting out. I am not about to get my hopes up but I can still dream. Dream that he will come back to me. I am kinda excited about him moving out. I get to help him get settled in and organized. (Which is a event in its self!! Believe me!!) He has tons and tons of computer stuff to get organized in his new office. We did find the greatest house for him! It is absolutely perfect for him. I really like it. So did FallenAngel. We were definitely sold on it. He's excited and so am I. I get myapartment to myself for the first time since I've been here. Finally I can organize things for me and not for others. I am definitely looking forward to that! My own place at last. Don't get me wrong I love having AkivaPilot here but it is too small for the both of us.
But anyways, I better get some sleep. Later people!!
On another topic, I can't get Gizmo to stop the marking of things. I am about out of options. I really don't want to neutar him when he could have some admirable kittens. I have wanted to breed him since I got him but I kinda need the place for it which won't be happening til I after I graduate and great the great job with lots of money. So that is going to be another two years probably before I can get a house on my own and all. Maybe three. I think I will save up alot before I do the putting a dent in the pocket, you know. Gotta think smart!! When I do get a house I want the kittens to have thier own room. Somewhere that is thier place for all all thier things. Of course they will take over the whole house probably but thier toys and trees and things will be in thier room. I think that will work. One room bedroom, one a office, and one to the kittens. Considering I'm not married or anything. If I am married then one room will have to be his office and one mine with the kittens stuff too. I guess we will have to share the place. But thats a long way off. Don't need to make plans for it now.
Anyways, the boi is totally confusing me! One minute he is mad because I act like anything is alright and we arent going to break up when he moves out. Then he gets mad because I am backing way the fock off. I don't get it. I tried to be close and he pushed me away. Then I just back off and he is all over me. It's almost like we never had "the talk" (Like I like to call it.). I talked to FallenAngel about how I felt when he was doing the pushing away thing and cried and all and she tried to cheer me up and takl it out with me. But she is as stumped as I am about what is going on in his head. And we talked about it like three nights ago and last night and today he is all over me with affection and love. More than he has for a long long time. It's like when he still lived in the dorms and we were just starting out. I am not about to get my hopes up but I can still dream. Dream that he will come back to me. I am kinda excited about him moving out. I get to help him get settled in and organized. (Which is a event in its self!! Believe me!!) He has tons and tons of computer stuff to get organized in his new office. We did find the greatest house for him! It is absolutely perfect for him. I really like it. So did FallenAngel. We were definitely sold on it. He's excited and so am I. I get myapartment to myself for the first time since I've been here. Finally I can organize things for me and not for others. I am definitely looking forward to that! My own place at last. Don't get me wrong I love having AkivaPilot here but it is too small for the both of us.
But anyways, I better get some sleep. Later people!!