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alright so as if yesterday couldn't have gotten worse after loosing my wallet and breaking my cell phone, i go to return my stuff to koral and have to go back when i'm in a HUGE rush bc i forgot my shirt. got my check for mother effing $15!! WORTH IT! eff that job, never again will i be a waitress. terrible.
well from there i ran around as fast as possible like none other trying to get everything done sicne i only had about 1/2 an hour.
the only place i slowed down was my mom's work. brodie was there and so i walked in and he instantly reached for me. it was so adorable. i love that kid and i think he likes me too which makes me so happy and warm and fuzzy inside haha but yeah so then the funny thing was my mom tried to take him back bc i had to leave and he turned away then she was like ding a little dance trying to get him to want her and he just stared at her like she's an idiot so i finally had to just hand him to her and he started crying. it felt so good to be wanted and needed by someone. that is one thing that keeps me alive. i cannot wait to have kids, oh wait, i can't. sweet haha
so anyway, rushed home to get some food bc i hadn't eaten yet, ended up just having a banana bc anyhizzy got there and we were off.
drove 2 hours to flint, went to katiemack's and heard the show was 18+. i instantly knew i was not getting in bc that was my luck that day. go anyway to try and there's kids getting turned down left and right and they're checking IDs and i freaked out.
allison and jake met us there. allison was real nice about everything and it made me happy.
well ended up meeting kids from canada who drove 5 hours and one of the girls there was only 17 so she just said she forgot her ID. sooo we all chilled. their names were jenner?, kaylie? heather and scott. haha i cannot spell names for the life of me. we met the lead singer of blindside and he was gonna try and get us in but the security guy was a dick. talked to lead singer from mewithoutyou and he was gonna try but couldn't. he talked to us for quite a bit and lost his voice so it was still nice he talked. talked to the poem guy and he gave us a free cd bc he felt bad. he was super nice.
so me and genner or jenner (i can't spell it) chilled outside by ourselves outside the fence bc we could see mewithoutyou thru the doors. then she was like oh i found my id bc it had the right year just wrong month so she'd be 18, one guy was like alright come on in. so i was standing there by myself.
while standing there by myself some HUGE BIKER dude comes and talks to me. asking me about school and where i live and everything. sooo jenner comes back because the other guy actaully checked the month and everything. she was pissed. the big biker was like "you guys shouldn't stand there, the cops are going to think you're prostitutes" i was like awesome. so he came out of the fence and stood with us and it was really effin creepy.
sooo then a guy from the kick (the first band) comes up to us and he's like you guys can't get in?! and we're like umm no and he's liek hurry and run to the back door and i'll bring you in thru the back. so we go there and the huge biker dude was standing in front of it but then he saw we were trying to get in and he actually helped us. i guess he was a guard but i didn't know that before when he was talking. they took us in the back door and i saw mewithoutyou's last song from side of the stage. i wish i could have seen more. but then we ran in real fast and went straight ot he middle of the crowd. jenner got kicked out and i didn't. i felt bad but oh well you're going to have that.
so i got in for free, met lots of the bands people but missed mewithoutyou. i did hear the one part "and you better be alone" and thought of matt gorey.
ended up getting 2 songs dedicated to us. one from mewithoutyou which i couldn't hear bc i was outside and one from blindside which i was inside for, it was sweeet. more than i get from my friends bands....if i've even gotten any haha it ruled
got in the car to go get some food with everyone i already mentioned....to see that ih ave 5 voicemails. 3 from my mom freaking out and 1 from my sister telling me my mom was freaking out and one from andy telling me my mom was freaking out. they were all like CALL ME ASAP haha it was dumb and i guess i scared them bc they knew i couldn't get in but meh whatever
ate at a restaurant. switched lj named with canada. got home at like 430. my mom was pissed. she claims i can't go out of town for concerts anymore. we'll see how that goes. haha
got to bed about 5 this morning. got woken up at 10 by my sister jumping on me for no apparent reason. got woken up again at 11 by my aunt asking if i wanted my hair done bc she wanted to do it then.
went and got my hair highlighted. bleach blonde high lights bitches. i think i like it a lot but i can't tell, it's weird. but sweet. i think. i hope.
found out my sisters car broke down 1/2 way to columbus. awesome. someone has to tow her car and go pick her up at some point today bc she got a ride the rest of th eway with evan's dad.
we are just having the best of luck.
aunt jen's birthday party is today, i'm guessing i should go but i'd rather sleep. meh i'll prolly just go...
then i have nothing. if you want to play and not really do anything it'd be nice. i'm scared to do anything bc something will go wrong.
ps mom and aunt ann think my hair is better curly, any votes?
BYE
well from there i ran around as fast as possible like none other trying to get everything done sicne i only had about 1/2 an hour.
the only place i slowed down was my mom's work. brodie was there and so i walked in and he instantly reached for me. it was so adorable. i love that kid and i think he likes me too which makes me so happy and warm and fuzzy inside haha but yeah so then the funny thing was my mom tried to take him back bc i had to leave and he turned away then she was like ding a little dance trying to get him to want her and he just stared at her like she's an idiot so i finally had to just hand him to her and he started crying. it felt so good to be wanted and needed by someone. that is one thing that keeps me alive. i cannot wait to have kids, oh wait, i can't. sweet haha
so anyway, rushed home to get some food bc i hadn't eaten yet, ended up just having a banana bc anyhizzy got there and we were off.
drove 2 hours to flint, went to katiemack's and heard the show was 18+. i instantly knew i was not getting in bc that was my luck that day. go anyway to try and there's kids getting turned down left and right and they're checking IDs and i freaked out.
allison and jake met us there. allison was real nice about everything and it made me happy.
well ended up meeting kids from canada who drove 5 hours and one of the girls there was only 17 so she just said she forgot her ID. sooo we all chilled. their names were jenner?, kaylie? heather and scott. haha i cannot spell names for the life of me. we met the lead singer of blindside and he was gonna try and get us in but the security guy was a dick. talked to lead singer from mewithoutyou and he was gonna try but couldn't. he talked to us for quite a bit and lost his voice so it was still nice he talked. talked to the poem guy and he gave us a free cd bc he felt bad. he was super nice.
so me and genner or jenner (i can't spell it) chilled outside by ourselves outside the fence bc we could see mewithoutyou thru the doors. then she was like oh i found my id bc it had the right year just wrong month so she'd be 18, one guy was like alright come on in. so i was standing there by myself.
while standing there by myself some HUGE BIKER dude comes and talks to me. asking me about school and where i live and everything. sooo jenner comes back because the other guy actaully checked the month and everything. she was pissed. the big biker was like "you guys shouldn't stand there, the cops are going to think you're prostitutes" i was like awesome. so he came out of the fence and stood with us and it was really effin creepy.
sooo then a guy from the kick (the first band) comes up to us and he's like you guys can't get in?! and we're like umm no and he's liek hurry and run to the back door and i'll bring you in thru the back. so we go there and the huge biker dude was standing in front of it but then he saw we were trying to get in and he actually helped us. i guess he was a guard but i didn't know that before when he was talking. they took us in the back door and i saw mewithoutyou's last song from side of the stage. i wish i could have seen more. but then we ran in real fast and went straight ot he middle of the crowd. jenner got kicked out and i didn't. i felt bad but oh well you're going to have that.
so i got in for free, met lots of the bands people but missed mewithoutyou. i did hear the one part "and you better be alone" and thought of matt gorey.
ended up getting 2 songs dedicated to us. one from mewithoutyou which i couldn't hear bc i was outside and one from blindside which i was inside for, it was sweeet. more than i get from my friends bands....if i've even gotten any haha it ruled
got in the car to go get some food with everyone i already mentioned....to see that ih ave 5 voicemails. 3 from my mom freaking out and 1 from my sister telling me my mom was freaking out and one from andy telling me my mom was freaking out. they were all like CALL ME ASAP haha it was dumb and i guess i scared them bc they knew i couldn't get in but meh whatever
ate at a restaurant. switched lj named with canada. got home at like 430. my mom was pissed. she claims i can't go out of town for concerts anymore. we'll see how that goes. haha
got to bed about 5 this morning. got woken up at 10 by my sister jumping on me for no apparent reason. got woken up again at 11 by my aunt asking if i wanted my hair done bc she wanted to do it then.
went and got my hair highlighted. bleach blonde high lights bitches. i think i like it a lot but i can't tell, it's weird. but sweet. i think. i hope.
found out my sisters car broke down 1/2 way to columbus. awesome. someone has to tow her car and go pick her up at some point today bc she got a ride the rest of th eway with evan's dad.
we are just having the best of luck.
aunt jen's birthday party is today, i'm guessing i should go but i'd rather sleep. meh i'll prolly just go...
then i have nothing. if you want to play and not really do anything it'd be nice. i'm scared to do anything bc something will go wrong.
ps mom and aunt ann think my hair is better curly, any votes?
BYE