Safe Confines
I decided that livejournal is a much safer place in which to post everything that I'm thinking/feeling. It has been such a long time since I have actually written anything in anything. I have done some crazy things that I didn't think were even possible. So, you know that song, "I'm in love with a stripper"? Well, what would you know. Drew goes to a strip bar for the first time last weekend and ends going to her apartment and engaging in some acts of physical exertion. I woke up the next morning, and stated rather loudly, "Where the fuck am I?" It was one of the most surreal things that I have been through to date, and...so uncharacteristic of me. She was a very beautiful stripper though. And it's not like I didn't get to know her. She's 18, and she ran away from her parents in Chambersburg. Evidently they wanted her to be a lawyer, but she wasn't hip to that. So she travels around the country working at strip clubs here and there. Strange. She's moving to Texas Saturday.
That got me really thinking. I wish that I wasn't so tied down here. I wish that I could just pick up my things and move to a different state or just travel for that matter. Hell, there are plenty of things I wish for. Like I wish that I would have had the money to go to HCC this symester, or I wish that I could find a good full time job that doesn't give me a headache whenever I have to get ready to go.
The only thing that I'm thankful for is the fact that I'm still acting at the playhouse. If I keep to that then there's always a little part of me left I guess. Fuckin' euphoniums have to cost a billion dollars, so I'll probably never hold another one of them. I should just go steal one from Seman. Not that she'd ever notice to be completely honest. And that's a woman I haven't thought of in a long time either. Kathy Seman. Why did I let some blonde bimbo knock me off the track that it seemed I was all but made for? Curses, curses!
Anyways, that's all I have for today. Tomorrow, I'll explain about Pirates of Penzance.
That got me really thinking. I wish that I wasn't so tied down here. I wish that I could just pick up my things and move to a different state or just travel for that matter. Hell, there are plenty of things I wish for. Like I wish that I would have had the money to go to HCC this symester, or I wish that I could find a good full time job that doesn't give me a headache whenever I have to get ready to go.
The only thing that I'm thankful for is the fact that I'm still acting at the playhouse. If I keep to that then there's always a little part of me left I guess. Fuckin' euphoniums have to cost a billion dollars, so I'll probably never hold another one of them. I should just go steal one from Seman. Not that she'd ever notice to be completely honest. And that's a woman I haven't thought of in a long time either. Kathy Seman. Why did I let some blonde bimbo knock me off the track that it seemed I was all but made for? Curses, curses!
Anyways, that's all I have for today. Tomorrow, I'll explain about Pirates of Penzance.