Oct 01, 2003 23:27
can I say "anxiety buildup"? I'm starting to need coffee more and more each day, and that's not a good start. today i had to beg someone to drive during lunch to get coffee...hopefully it's not going to lead to an addiction.
Im just hoping that i'll last...that I won't break down in the middle and go haywire. Cause that's the worst that I could do...to be honest, I don't know how I'm going to find the time to do everything that Im gonna need to do, but I just gotta do it...there's no ifs, ands, or buts. This month is gonna be the toughest of them all, and that's all I have to say.